Dave 2.0

i finally feel ...... real.

ok, I'm guessing you need a little more explanation? i feel like i matter. i done a presentation on bullying the other day and it went well. i feel like i could do this this thing more than ever, sure the person in charge butted in half way through and i think i showed my anger, the kids seemed a bit bored but they enjoyed the session. They just said they'd heard it before.

the kids were even on my side and asked why the person in charge was butting in over me. its little things like that that make it worth while for me. i also managed to keep their concentration with some of my own activities while there was a rangers game on and got complimented by 2 other youth workers. its good to know I'm on the right track. I'm not a pro, but I'm doin ok for a start.

i feel like a change too....... for those of you who havent seen me in a while, my hairs a bit longer, nothing drastic. but it hasnt been cut since december. and i feel like a bit of an image shift. not completely. but i figured i'd never grown my hair so until it annoys me, thats what im gonna do. when it annoys me, its gonna get cut. if it doesnt, ill grow it to a length i like. why not?!?
i also havent shaved in like 5 days, and my facial hair moulds into a goatee shape all on its own, its weird like that.... so guess what im trying out?? again, until it annoys me.... it could be today, a week...a month? and for my 'well done on passing your dissertation Dave' present i bought a sweet brown leather jacket.

im lookin pretty pimpin' if i do say so myself...... and i do, although my brother in law is worried ill look like i should be on some list and kept away from kids rather than working with kids..... that aside, i dont think ill be changing, i wont be growing up just yet, im still as immature and willing to participate in as many drunken parties as ever but whenever money allows me, i shall exchange a shabby old t-shirt for somethin a little cooler...... probably from Primark.

ok, now i sound like a twat, so lets summarise: feel good and realise ill be entering workforce soon, dont wanna do that all shabby like (aka me now), fancy a change so decided to grow hair till it pisses me off (possibly any day now), and my new jacket rocks!!

p.s. i can almost stroak my facial hair as if I'm in deep thought about something ..... soon.........sooooooooon......