one armed me

you might say sometimes writing blogs is hard - you cant think what to type, you lose your trail of thought, you get your arm bone broken in half before bent backwards and screwed in a new place and get stitched back up leaving you in a sling..... mines recently has been the last reason. it hurts like a .... well a whole new kinda pain. its like Santa Claus got kicked in his jingle bells or Christmas baubles whichever sounds most fitting to the crude joke. it just bloody well hurts.

the doc says it went accordin to the text book tho (its now impossible ti imagine the op without him asking for the next instruction from 'do it yourself shoulder operations level 2'). oh and i had a creepy ward mate who was, to be blunt, dilusional. if i wasnt taking pain killers to sleep and avoid pain i would've been to avoid him!!

Ive been out about a week now and the big 22 is coming. no, not a bus. my birthday. and its not that big, but its there, making me older than my fellow..... fellows once again. not more mature. god no! i hope. but older to be sure. and with no plans for new year i really gotta sort somethin soon cos i cannot stay in with my mum and dad.....ill just flat out cry!!

anyways, apologies for the absence readers..... all 4 of u if im lucky, this includes myself. and also for the lack of communication recently and lastly for such a damn depressing blog!!


happy note to end on: i watched 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind' last night. its now in my top 5 films. i highly reccommend it to anybody!