dear diary

sorry for the vast amount of pictures recently folks, just thought it was a cool way to remember some good times from home and pass some time. again, books are open and no work is done so in a minute ill get round to it but ill type for a few minutes first i think.

ive realised of late how much of a diary this thing is for me, an open diary granted, im not sharing vital information either but im not exactly showing an interesting read like some others ive looked at. im a bit repetitive, i guess i just repeat things..... repeating things is just what i do best i suppose ..... (ok baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad joke! bad dave... bad!)

i rekon its cs im doin the same things, library, distraction, work, convince myself ive done more than i have, same struggle again the next day. it all comes down to a first time pass this year too cos if i dont i dont get to do the whole 'look at me, im graduating in a gown' thing. if i pass second time im cool but i gotta just get my certificate through the post and skip graduation. how pants is that? ive worked... and when i say worked, i mean been at uni...... 3 years all for a hope that i might pass first time and its not that likely to be honest. if i do though, im gonna stand out from the crowd.

*whats that you say? i already do?* well thank, but i mean REALLY stand out, that gown of mine is gonna have a superman logo sewn on the back. sure, some people wont find it funny, my parents will probably kill me, but think of the photos!! i could go extreme and go batman style but i dot fancy wearing the mask on my face too, without the hat thing id be there in a second but i thin just the superman symbol will suffice. ...... ah, they'll be so glad to get rid of me.

its amazing what comes o you when you just type sometimes isnt it?

its just worrying that thats what came to me... most people would continue a story about their fears, and sure, they're way up there, ive got loads. i do want the whole gown thing as trivial as it is cos i remember my sister graduating and posing in er gown for a photo for a laugh.... but instead i pretend ill go as superman.........

i need a drink