the first thing i think about when i wake up, the constant reminder during the day.
i cant go out without remembering you, i wont be able to. you've cursed me in a sense. people say it's not so bad. its for the better really, ill get used to it. maybe i have. your one of the last things i think about at night too, even if I'm out with my friends i cant help but think about you just for a few seconds. I'll try not to let on, ill try to keep you a secret sometimes but i can tell people know I'm thinking of you at times.
your there, at the back of my mind, at the centre of everything. i carry you with me everywhere i go, ill never outrun you. wherever i am you'll be and i think you always will be. i guess i can live with that. if my definition on normal includes you in it then i guess you will be a part of my life. I don't have to tell everyone though, i think a lot of people might already know. they might have guessed if i haven't told them. sure, my close friends definitely know but they don't see you as different for it so don't worry and those who do - well they cant judge as I'm sure they have their faults. maybe they just don't understand what i feel......
so how many of you thought that was about a girl and not my medication i take twice a day?? ;)
…i can be your long lost pal
10 years ago
2 comments:
Oh how I wish that WAS about a girl, because if it had have been, it would make you less of a tit :P
Taking medication twice a day does not qualify as having a fault...as I take medication twice a day and I am quite obviously faultless.
i didn't actually mean that taking medicine was a afult but the amount of thoght could be seen as one.
besides, this was more of a joke blog to see who would fall for the trap i had lay.... you never said if you did or not :P x
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