Apparently Its Happening Around Me

A friend of mine asked when everyone became so grown up all of a sudden. I chose this moment to refer her back to myself. A 22 year old graduate who still hasnt managed to get the job he wants and so instead is scooting off to New Zealand for 2 months to have a laugh with some friends and generally enjoy myself.... grown up.... not yet.

oh, i should be. yes, i should be. but somehow there have been things in my path delaying me from it. even when i do get a job i doubt ill really grow up full time. i wanna do youth work, its the perfect job for me when i finally get accepted somewhere, you get paid to help people sure, but you also get paid to have fun.

i know someone now whose younger than me and is teaching physics in a high school in england...... you think with people my age and younger all finding what they need to get into the big bad world i could do...... apparently i still feel the need to live out my student years though.
one day ill get a job, and it'll be ago, high paying one, with little responsibility where all i gotta do is play with toys.... like in that film BIG..... that'd be soooooooooooo cool!!


ill be going now