its a crazy ole world

nobody knows it but you've got a secret side and you use it only for me.

yes, technically it should be secret smile but recently theres this other side of you im seeing. its different, angrier, louder, less communicative, somehow stronger and when your with me your one person but when we're apart i wonder if your another.

the side i see when your with me is just like it used to be, i sometimes think im the only ones who knows who you really are. when just the 2 of us hang out things dont seem to have changed at all, but when i imagine you moving on and see how much things have really changed over the last month i realise that maybe your changing because you want to, maybe its because you have to, or maybe its because its time.

i never saw a gap growing so vast though, if i jump now i might just make it to the other side. if i stay here im bound to be hurt and never be free. what hurts me is that i want to know what happens next, what happens in the next chapter of this big book we're all living in every day and will the gu and the girl get back together or will they realise it was never meant to be?